Thursday, August 31, 2006

My reality is better than your reality

I am fully ensconced back in my reality; my reality where phrases like "the mimesis of the material antecedents of perception" are casually bandied about. Where I start using words like "ensconced".

It feels both familiar and unfamliar at the same time. This reality is a zone I am comfortable in, but at the same time, I have to deal with the cognitive dissonance that my major has little "use" (oh, horrific word) in "real life". Please note the apostrophe marks. I tell you what I like about my major. I like it that I can learn so much about life and lives just by dedicating a few days to reading a book. I like it that I gain so much perspective with regards to things like evil, morality and love.

What I am struggling with, is the fact that I don't know how I can help people in "real" life armed with this knowledge. I despair at the fact that so few people read fiction and poetry because they regard those as belonging in the domain of an elite few. I belong to the camp which believes that art can and should be accessible to many. But so what if it is? If it faces so much resistance, what hope does it have of changing the world?

If I were to pursue my love for literature to its practical ends, I would have to come to terms with this. I would have accept and be resigned to the fact that I will be in an ivory tower, although not by choice. I will be living my life passing on my knowledge to all those who will feel the way that I feel now and by bandying phrases like "the mimesis of the material antecedents of perception" with other people in this field.

And this is what bothers me.

Saturday, August 26, 2006

SoaP

It's good, go watch it. It barely has a plot and is COMPLETELY predictable but just hearing Samuel L. Jackson say, "That's IT! I've had it with these motherfucking snakes on this motherfucking plane!" is worth it.

Monday, August 21, 2006

I said I would't blog anymore...

...but I decided to do a Tyra Banks (please refer to the most recent episode of America's Next Top model (I have descended to new lows)) to say HELLO I'M STILL HERE!!

I was deprived of attention when I was a little kid, you see.

My lessons aren't interesting me as much as they should be, starting off the semester with a lot of literary theory isn't the way I'd choose to get out of a 3-month stupor... it's like being in a coma for months on end and then getting out of it by tumbling right out of bed.

Not very pleasant.

Besides, I have been plagued by Very Important Questions such as:
- Why is it that when I have 3 months to read whatever I want, I choose to do so only when the semester starts (ie reading everything else than the required reading for lit modules)?
- Why is it that out of all the FS people, I only seem to bump into Guoyong in school?

I must be stupid because after years and years of lit training, I don't seem to understand that rhetorical questions are never meant to be answered, the result of that being, I spend time trying to think of answers to these Very Important Questions.


Can you see how much I'm trying to put off doing my reading? The next important thing I shall be pondering about for the next few days--and this is a question that begs a real answer--how am I going to scrape together the money to buy the very expensive Irish Poetry anthology I need for one my classes?

So many questions, not enough brain resources to answer any of them.

Oh well, I have an answer (courtesy of a placard that Shyuan gave to me, thanks girl) to a VERY VERY VERY IMPORTANT QUESTION which is

Why do I drink so much beer?

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I'm sure a certain tattooed Canadian and a recent Life Sciences graduate major would agree.

Thursday, August 17, 2006

Farewells are not forever

I won't be updating this blog very much anymore. This is going to be a killer semester for me; my readings are piling faster than you can say bangkokchiangmaichiangrai, and it doesn't help that I'm fantasizing more about my trip up to N. Thailand in December than thinking about things that would have a greater impact on my future; like a possible thesis topic.

My interest in literature from around this region has been sparked, thanks in large part to FS... I will be crashing in on a hons/master's class by the SEA department on SEA literatures, so that should be really interesting. Perhaps I will have something substantial to say the next time Dr. Carl asks me how my literature background has aided me in FS.

Another thing... during Lit class today, it finally came to me why I don't have that many friends who are Lit majors when I heard the obligatory fake American/British accents by people who can't pull it off to save their lives... You Geog people are such a nice, down-to-earth unpretentious bunch. And the other people from the other departments and faculties I met on FS. Except for when the two JKs started doing some random physics calculations while on a long songtiaw ride one day... that was kinda freaky.

I'm just joking la, guys. (But only half)


Liam will be down in Singapore sans Chen Fye on the 22nd of August.

And he's just informed me that I'm scheduled for another interview. This Lit major is doing some major Geography FS PR.

Good luck to the rest of you, and sporadic updates to follow.

Monday, August 07, 2006

Stupid Denise

So the crux of the matter is that I nearly screwed up my academic planning which saw me today frantically re-shuffling modules around, dropping one and adding two. Now that it's round 2 of bidding, it's actually not that easy to get the modules I want so cross your fingers for me. The really shitty thing is now I have school everyday of the week, and on Wednesday, my only class is an hour long tutorial. This is really shitty... and I suspect that more than half my life will be spent in school, mugging like crazy because not only do I have to contend with 4 lit modules (including some honours modules) and and a breadth, I also have to write thesis proposals in the second half of the semester.

Somebody shoot me now please.

Anyway, the modules I'll be taking (if I get them all) are:
Research Workshop (a how-to course on writing theses)
Contemporary Irish Poetry
Asia-Moderns
American Literature II
History and Theory of Western Architecture

I'm going to die!!

Sunday, August 06, 2006

Keeping abreast

To be honest, when I decided to go for FS, it wasn't for any prior interest in Thailand or Southeast Asia. In fact, my knowledge of the region was close to zilch, limited to the little that I learnt from history textbooks back in secondary school. And even back then, I was displaying highly Eurocentric tendencies... my tastes in literature were shaped by the traditional English canon and I had a love affair with European history which stemmed from an unhealthy obsession with Hitler and Lenin (another post for another time).

While my academic interests still remain largely similiar, I have since added another one to that palate--Southeast Asian history and culture, due in no part to my experience in FS in Thailand. What's great for me as well is the realisation that this new interest need not be one that is completely disparate from my existing interests but one that can be very complementary. For Lit, I hope to specialise in postmodernism and postcolonialism. This is something very close to my heart because we are all undeniably postcolonials, and that there is something about our former colonial past that has shaped our identities today. I am hoping to write something on Pramoedya Ananta Toer's The Buru Quartet for my thesis. Pramoedya is an Indonesian author who is deeply engaged with the issue of Indonesian identity in relation to Indonesia's colonial past (in a nutshell), as well as astute political observer and critic (who has stepped on Suharto's toes and whose works are banned in Indonesia for that reason).

Okay, I didn't mean to geek out on Lit again... my initial intention of writing this post was to just talk about my newfound enthusiasm for SEAsian literature, history and culture which has been in large part cultivated by the 6 weeks that I spent in Thailand with you guys. I have been devouring everything I read about Thailand in the Straits Times ever since I came back, as well as perusing the Bangkok Post and The Irrawaddy online. The Irradwaddy is actually a news magazine which "covers Burma and Southeast Asia" and from which Dr. Carl took some of the articles for us to read during FS. It is an excellent magazine with very well-written columns in addition to news about the region. I have added it to my list of links on the right. Just today, I came across this article which I have posted below which might be of interest to some of you on the issue of China building hydroelectric dams which would inevitably impact on the rest of the region. The phyiscal geographical details are completely lost on me, of course, but the social issues are of great interest to me. I've also decided that it would be great if my blog could also double up as a forum for discussing such issues, as I'm sure that some of you would also be interested in the same kind of issues as I am... treat it as a warm up exercise to the coming semester after nuaing for the past few weeks or so. :)


A Damming Indictment
By William Boot
August 2006

More than 30 dams planned across mainland Southeast Asia will bring electricity, population upheaval, food shortages and ecological destruction

Strange things are happening along the mighty Mekong, Southeast Asia’s longest river, which sustains 60 million people on its 2,610-mile (4,200-km) journey from Tibet to the Vietnamese coast.

The river’s flow has begun fluctuating wildly as it courses through the borderlands of Thailand and Laos, washing away fertile farming land and scores of homes.

The cause is not global warming-induced weather change, nor glaciers melting in the Himalayas, but China’s steamrollering economic growth, say environment protection campaigners.

Chinese engineers are building eight hydroelectric dams along the Mekong in China, where it is called the Lancang, blasting away rocky rapids in order to tap the river’s energy for electricity generation and transport.

These alarming developments are just a small segment of a multibillion dollar region-wide effort to harness rivers, threatening to unleash enormous human and ecological problems which will far outweigh the benefits, say environmentalists. Tens of thousands of people—mostly ethnic minorities living in isolation—face forced displacement, and the ecological damage could be unprecedented, undermining food supplies.

Dams are planned or already under construction in southwest China, Laos and Burma.

China’s ethnically diverse Yunnan province, part of which is listed by UNESCO as a huge World Heritage Site for its ecological uniqueness, has the biggest potential in East Asia for hydroelectric power generation. Chinese scientists have calculated that the province could provide more than 25 percent of the country’s total hydropower. In addition to the Mekong projects, up to 13 more dams are on the drawing board in Yunnan, along the Salween, or Nu as it’s called by the Chinese.

Jeff Rutherford, an environmental politics researcher at Chiang Mai University, told The Irrawaddy: “Turning a natural river into a series of huge bathtubs is going to have a hideous impact on the ecological integrity of the Salween. Fish migration routes will be destroyed. Downstream, some of the last great teak forests on earth will be buried under water.”

China says its dams will benefit everyone, from the 43 million inhabitants of its Yunnan province, who presumably want to enjoy 21st century electric-powered comforts like their richer fellow citizens in Shanghai or Guangzhou, to the downstream Mekong dwellers who will be spared seasonal flooding.

Pianporn Deetes, a researcher with the Thailand-based Southeast Asia Rivers Network sees it differently.

“The Mekong has drastically changed. Velocity, sediment levels and, most acutely, water fluctuations have caused great ecological damage and deterioration,” says Pianporn. “The environment will affect the livelihoods of millions of people living downstream in Burma, Thailand, Laos, Cambodia and Vietnam.”

Across much of mainland Southeast Asia and China, the need for energy to fuel economic growth is leading to a rash of hydro dams. More than 30 are planned or under construction in China, Laos and Burma. They will necessitate the uprooting of countless numbers of people.

These dams—which collectively could generate well over 100,000 megawatts, or enough electricity to power four countries the size of Thailand—are being built in countries where people cannot effectively object.

Thailand has solved the problem of effective public protest against unpopular dams by using its neighbors in Laos and Burma as proxies to supply hydroelectric power.

In China’s Yunnan province alone, 50,000 mostly ethnic Shan, Nu, Bai and Lisu face being evicted from their homes and land to make way for dam flood waters, estimates the US-based International Rivers Network campaign organization.

Rutherford says China has a dismal record on moving people to make way for dams. “There’s plenty of evidence of that. In the Nu river valley, an ethnic Nu village was relocated to make way for a small hydro project. They ended up with 10 percent of their original farmland and a cinder-block slum.

“Lacking wisdom and caution and any understanding of the workings of the natural world, hydropower is a tempting solution for China’s leaders. And big dams make a handful of people rich.”

But dams do not come cheap. A US $1.25 billion hydroelectric scheme now under construction in Laos is being controversially underwritten by the World Bank in its first support for such projects for several years. The Nam Theun 2 is the biggest foreign investment seen in Laos, but its main purpose is to supply more than 900 megawatts of power a year into Thailand’s electricity grid for 25 years from 2009.

Ninety percent of the 6 million population of Laos have no access to electricity. Nam Theun 2 will also provide an income of around $2 billion for the Lao regime, flood an area almost the size of Singapore and which is the habitat of two wild elephant herds, force the removal of 6,000 subsistence farmers, and disrupt fish stocks along the Theun river on which many more people depend for a living and for food.

The World Bank, which faced a chorus of objections before agreeing to back Nam Theun 2, says the land to be flooded in Laos is already degraded by logging. The income generated will benefit the people of Laos, the bank believes.

Vietnam has also turned to poor Laos to help fuel its rapid economic growth. Its biggest-ever overseas investment will be a $273 million hydroelectric dam in another part of the country. Details are scant.

The Thai energy ministry said Nam Theun 2 “will be a vital cog in the development of the Association of Southeast Asian Nations Power Grid, in particular the Greater Mekong Sub-Region, known as the GMS.”

There have been no similar justifications or details provided on the region’s newest hydroelectric dam development, a $1 billion 600-megawatt project at Hatgyi on the Salween river in Burma, also close to the border with Thailand.

The Hatgyi project, in Karen territory where the Burmese military have been violently evicting villagers and burning their homes, is shrouded in secrecy—as are plans to build another three or four dams also on the Salween inside Burma.

Hatgyi is the biggest single economic deal involving Burma, Thailand and China, whose state-controlled Sinohydro Corporation will be the main construction contractor. Again, Thailand will get most of the electricity generated.

China’s state-run media hailed the Hatgyi deal. The government-controlled Xinhua news agency quoted an official saying the project is “strategically important in terms of the development of regional economies, business ties and international relationships.”

That is not a view shared by Zao Noam, a Chiang Mai-based political ecologist, who told The Irrawaddy: “These dams are nothing more than another advanced stage of war by the Burmese dictatorship, only this time bringing Thai and Chinese governments into the war zone, and state authorities profiting immensely.

“The lack of information transparency has been a serious concern throughout the process in planning for the dams. All agreements among the Thais, Burmese and Chinese authorities have been done in secret, with direct clauses written into contracts not to disclose any information to outside parties. That is an act that directly goes against the Thai constitution.”

A Thailand-based coalition of environmental and human rights groups, Salween Watch, says there has been little scientific planning for the dams planned on the Burmese stretch of the Salween, which is Southeast Asia’s last major free-flowing river. For example, the height of the Hatgyi dam could exceed those further upstream penciled in to flood narrow steep-sided gorges. The other confirmed Burmese dam sites are at Dagwin, Weigyi and Tasang.

A spokesman for Salween Watch said aside from the human rights abuses at the heart of the dams’ development, the river’s fragile ecology will be damaged, especially in the delta region where it spills into the Andaman Sea. “It will have serious effects on the fertility of the flood plain. The delta area will start retreating. The mangrove forests will start retreating, with knock-on effects for fishing and especially the fish-spawning grounds. River fish stocks will also be damaged.”

If all the dams planned on the Salween in Burma go ahead, observers estimate that the investment could expand to an unprecedented $15 billion and generate more than 12,000 megawatts of electricity—the equivalent of almost half Thailand’s current annual power needs.

Few critics of the Burmese regime see these developments improving the flickering electricity supply within Burma, where much of the 50 million population still lives without a regular power supply because of inadequate generation and transmission infrastructure. The military and government-run businesses garner priority supply. However, the dams would financially sustain the regime, as does the export sale of another major natural resource, gas.

“What’s really cynical about these Burma dams is that they are being built in war zones,” says Salween Watch. “It’s almost as though that is an attractive point for the developers because they don’t have to pay people any compensation. The UN and Western countries eventually pay the cost—in refugee aid and resettlement.”

One estimate, by the Karenni Development Research Group, suggests that more than 30,000 people, mostly Karen, would be displaced by the dams and over 30 villages and small towns abandoned.

The main beneficiary of Burmese hydroelectric production would be Thailand, which is seeking to reduce its dependency on oil and gas.

“The involvement of the Burma army in any major development project will bring misery to the local people,” says Rutherford. “The bigger the project, the greater the misery. It is a great moral crime for Thailand and China to invest in the Burma dams.”

But if the proposed 13 dams go ahead on the Salween in China, the dams on the river in Burma could be stillborn for the simple reason that there may not be enough water flowing through to drive much more than a few windmills.

The so-called cascade system to build dams along the Chinese Salween in Yunnan aims to capture the river’s power as it tumbles through gorges set in one of the world’s last great undamaged areas of rich biodiversity. A large area of the terrain has only recently been designated a World Heritage Site.

UNESCO is so alarmed by the threat of the dams that it sent an investigation team to check in April this year. Despite assurances from the Beijing central government that plans are on hold pending a full environmental impact study, the investigators were dismayed by what they saw happening and issued a statement expressing “gravest concerns.” (See Eyewitness On The Salween).

The issue is so sensitive that a German journalist working for Die Zeit newspaper was arrested briefly in Yunnan last month and made to hand over to police notes he made while trying to interview people about the dams.

UNESCO’s citation designating the Yunnan heritage site says: “It is the area of richest biodiversity in China and may be the most biologically diverse temperate region on earth. As the last remaining stronghold for an extensive range of rare and endangered plants and animals, the site is of outstanding universal value.”

The UN body was meeting to discuss the dams issue towards the end of July, but few observers believe China will leave the region intact, whatever Beijing is saying now. China is desperate for energy to continue driving its huge economy forward. Central planners in Beijing are under pressure to reduce the country’s use of coal, which is polluting the air and land with unprecedented levels of sulfur dioxide, and is blamed by the World Health Organization for causing up to 400,000 premature deaths a year.

“Clean” hydroelectric dams offer Beijing a solution—at a huge social and environmental cost.

“The dams would displace 50,000 people, and indirectly affect the livelihoods of millions living downstream in China, Burma and Thailand,” said the International Rivers Network’s campaigns director Aviva Imhof.

Her estimate could be very conservative. Yunnan’s Resettlement and Development Bureau was quoted in the Kunming Evening Daily in May forecasting that “starting from this year Yunnan Province will have to move on average 40,000 people every year to pave the way for hydropower development” involving 33 dams up to 2020.

The financial cost alone of building dams is often unjustified by the return. Probe International, a Canada-based anti-dam campaign body, says China’s second-largest hydroelectric scheme, at Ertan in Sichuan province, which displaced 46,000 people, is losing $15 million a year selling electricity below cost and has had to be bailed out by the Bank of China to help repay $1 billion in World Bank loans.

Supporters of hydro dams say they bring economic development, jobs, better water supply, and renewable energy in a world of depleting oil and gas. But dams might not be so clean: scientists argue that the flooding of large areas of vegetation leads to huge quantities of carbon dioxide being generated into the atmosphere from decomposition—fueling global warming.

“If the dams are only used for electricity production, then the impact in terms of water volume downstream probably won’t be as great as its opponents fear,” concedes Jeff Rutherford. “But it is hard to believe that the Chinese will be willing to let all that water flow into Burma. We know that the Chinese have both the capacity and the myopia, ­ like their American trendsetters, to wreak havoc upon great rivers.”

Rutherford says China is indulging in a “great plumber’s fantasy” of seeking to irrigate the country’s vast arid north with water from the west.

“If they realize the plan to divert water from the great rivers emerging from Tibet—the Brahmaputra, the Salween, the Mekong, as well as the Yangtze—then their downstream neighbors are in bad, bad trouble.”

Saturday, August 05, 2006

PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT

Liam and Chen Fye are gonna be Singapore later this month... I sense another gathering coming up. (And my sense is gonna be 100% correct cos I'm going to be the one organising it...)

Send me nice pictures of them (preferably in the same photo) so that I can blow it up and make another poster. Except that this is one is gonna read "HELLO CHEN FYE AND LIAM". Hellos are so much nicer than farewells, don't you think?

I await further news.

Also, Chinthaka and Shamraz will be back on the 10th of August... last I heard, at least.

And just in case you forgot who Liam and Chen Fye are...

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Actually I didn't really think that you'd forgotten who they are... I just wanted a chance to put up goofy pictures of them.

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Hello and uh...

JK asked me earlier on today (or was it yesterday...) why I haven't been updating my blog. My intentions when I started this blog were that it was supposed to function as a repository for FS memories. I think I'm pretty much done with reminiscing about Thailand not because I don't miss it anymore, but I'm just kinda trying to get on with my life... you know, like how you would after a break-up.

To continue with this analogy, take comfort in the fact that at least Thailand is like a lover to whose bed you will always be welcome. It might be different with each successive visit, but maybe, just maybe, it could only get better.

Well since this was titled a POST-FS blog, I supposed I'm entitled to write about my life after FS, which, take it from me, you probably don't want to read about. I spend my days mulching around at home, sometimes by choice, sometimes by the direness of my monetary circumstances. I don't think I'll have anything to deposit into my Europe fund this month, it being the month of the inaugural Singapore Theatre Festival and of going back to school and buying new books. I will be watching two plays by two of my favourite local playwrights, Alfian Sa'at and Eleanor Wong, titled Homesick and A Campaign to Confer a Public Service Medal on JBJ respectively. They should be quite good, going by the track record of those two playwrights thus far.

On Fridays and Saturdays, I slog my ass off at a certain cafe in Siglap so that I will not have to resort to photocopying my texts at the school library next semester. Like most anal Lit majors, my texts need to be virginal, and free of any markings by the previous owner("Sloppy seconds ain't my style..."). I am not so anal about the books I read for leisure, however. In fact, nothing gives me greater pleasure than sifting through a ton of trashy novels at a second-hand book sale to pick out that one gem... I am only anal about lit texts because I don't like being influenced by stuff that other people have highlighted or annotated by the side.

If you read this far, you must be hella bored because that's as exciting as my life gets these days. I've been reading a lot, and I want to correct a common misconception that non-Lit majors shouldn't talk to me about books because they're not worthy. That's silly... and that misconception makes people afraid of picking up books that aren't on the top 10 bestseller fiction lists because they just think that they won't "get it". I don't get everything I read the first time I read it... I need a second or third read and this is something I only do with my Lit texts out of necessity. I am of the opinion that books teach you about life... yes, it is not the same as and comparatively inferior to real-life experience but you can't go out and experience everything, can you? You wouldn't ever know what it's like to be living under the apartheid in South Africa or what it's like to be a mafia drug lord. On some occasions, books have saved my life. Sometimes I feel like the only thing that prevents me from killing myself out of the boredom and absurdity of life sometimes is a good book that articulates that boredom and absurdity and turns it around to ask me, "Are you going to let life beat the crap out of you?"

I always invariably answer with a resounding, "Fuck, no."

I bet JK is already regretting that he ever asked me to update my blog. Once I start geeking out on my major, it's difficult to get me to shut up.

Anyway, just in case you're actually inspired to pick up something to read out of sheer boredom, and you want something that is a really awesome page-turner... look no further than Truman Capote's In Cold Blood which the movie Capote is supposed to be be based on. It's non-fiction written in a literary manner, where Capote basically tries to reconstruct a murder that took place in a small town in the United States, delving deep into the psychology of both victim and perpetrator of crime. I don't normally like crime novels, but I took to this one like a duck to water.

For a little more light-hearted entertainment... check out this video of contestant Ryan Star on Rock Star Supernova... I'm not above trashy reality TV... particularly when it has Tommy Lee as a judge (always secretly thought he was hot), and when I saw this amazing performance by Ryan Star tonight. Shit, any guy who looks that good, plays the piano and sings like an angel can front MY rockband...